excited, excited

posted on 30 Jun 2012 22:56 by pizzicatoj in pointOFview
I JUST MADE [ONE OF] A BIGGEST PURCHASE[S] OF MY LIFE TODAY. AND STRANGELY ENOUGH, I DIDN'T FEEL THAT MUCH EXCITED ABOUT IT. I CALLED MY MOM AND A FEW CLOSED FRIENDS TO INFORM THEM ABOUT IT AND THE LAST PERSON WHOM I CALLED WAS MY FRIEND LEK WHO SAID TO ME 'YOU DIDN'T SOUND EXCITED AT ALL. WHY IS THAT?'. MY ANSWER WAS 'I JUST DON'T KNOW'.  I MEAN I AM EXCITED ABOUT MAKING A PURCHASE BUT I DIDN'T EXPRESS THAT FEELING OUT THAT MUCH I GUESS. THAT'S ALWAYS A PROBLEM FOR ME. A PROBLEM OF NOT EXPRESSING THE TRUE FEELING INSIDE OUT. ALTHOUGH, I DIDN'T FEEL WORRIED THAT MUCH ABOUT MYSELF BEING LIKE THAT. THAT'S HOW I AM AND I SEE NO POINT TO CHANGE IT.
 
BACK TO WHAT I TALKED ABOUT EARLIER, I THINK NO MATTER HOW BIG OR SMALL OF THE THINGS WE BUY, IT'S IN THE END JUST A SIMPLE/REGULAR THING WE DO. LIKE FOR FASHION ENTHUSIASTS, OKAY FOR ME PERSONALLY, I WAS BEYOND EXCITED WHEN I MADE A PURCHASE AT DRIES VAN NOTEN FLAGSHIP STORE WHEN I WENT TO ANTWERP, BELGIUM, TWO MONTHS AGO. I AM STILL EXCITED EVERY TIME I WEAR THEM. BUT THINKING ABOUT THAT, IT'S JUST PRETTY SIMPLE THING WE DO - BUYING SHOES. EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT IT'S SO SO EXPENSIVE THAT I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD ACTUALLY BUY IT. FOR THE BIG PURCHASE I MADE TODAY, I THINK THE FACT THAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT BUYING IT FOR MONTHS WOULD EXPLAIN HOW AND WHY I WAS NOT SO EXCITED. BEING EXCITED ABOUT IT WOULD BE COOL. BUT IT'S TOTALLY OKAY IF I DIDN'T. WHY SHOULD I BE WORRIED ABOUT THAT? THERE'S NOTHING TO BE WORRIED ABOUT..AT ALL. Cool
 
 

yourself..

posted on 23 Feb 2012 23:33 by pizzicatoj in pointOFview
 
I FELT LONELY THIS EVENING. AND I DIDN'T SAY THAT AS A BAD THING. BECAUSE SOMETIMES GOING ON WITH YOURSELF ALL ALONE MAY BE ONE OF THE BEST THINGS YOU COULD HAVE FOR YOURSELF. NO WORRIES. NO OBLIGATION. NO DRAMA. NO ONE BY YOUR SIDE AND YET MORE FREEDOM. OF COURSE, FREEDOM COMES WITH A COST OF FEELING LONELY BUT WHEN YOU FEEL LONELY, YOU FEEL LONELY. THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT EXCEPT ENJOYING IT, RIGHT? WHAT ELSE WOULD YOU WANT TO DO? CRYING INSIDE BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO ONE ELSE TO SHARE YOUR LIFE WITH? THAT'S ABSURD. YOU HAVE 'YOURSELF' TO HANG OUT WITH. YOURSELF WHO IS THE ONE WHO GROWS UP AND GROWS OLD WITH YOU. YOURSELF IS THE FIRST PERSON YOU MEET WHEN YOU WAKE UP AND THE LAST BEFORE YOU'RE UNCONSCIOUS. SOMEONE ONCE SAID LIVING A LIFE IS NOT ABOUT FINDING YOURSELF, IT IS ABOUT CREATING YOURSELF. SO BASICALLY, WHO YOU WANT TO BE IS ACTUALLY WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE. AS SUCH, THINK POSITIVELY AND MAKE THE BEST OUT OF YOURSELF. Smile

what if..

posted on 01 Feb 2012 00:54 by pizzicatoj in pointOFview
WHAT IF IT NEVER HAPPENED? WHAT IF I DECIDED TO DO IT? WHAT IF I GO? WHAT IF I DIDN'T ASKED? WHAT IF IT HAPPENED SOONER RATHER THAN LATER? WHAT IF I NEVER DID THAT? WHAT IF I NEVER SAID SO? WHAT IF IT'S NOT RIGHT SINCE THE BEGINNING? WHAT IF WE GO THAT WAY INSTEAD OF THIS WAY? WHAT IF WE HAVE NO BOUNDARIES? WHAT IF IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS?
 
Lanvin window display at Rue Saint-honoré, Paris.
 
 

edit @ 1 Feb 2012 01:12:15 by ขเจน

step back to walk further..

posted on 28 Jan 2012 23:34 by pizzicatoj in pointOFview
TWO STORIES I'VE READ TODAY..
 
เพิ่งได้อ่านข่าวการแถลงข่าวลาออกจากการเป็นพิธีกรทางทีวีทุกรายการของน้าเน็ค เกตุเสพย์สวัสดิ์ ปาลกะวงศ์ ณ อยุธยา ใจความสำคัญน้าเน็คบอกว่า เป็นคนทำทีวีที่ไม่เคยมีโอกาสได้ดูทีวีเลย ก็เลยขอหยุดเพื่อมีเวลาใคร่ครวญ มีเวลาเติมเต็มอะไรให้ชีวิตหน่อย เผื่อจะคิดออกและเป็นพิธีกรให้มันได้ดีกว่าที่เป็นอยู่ เพราะที่เป็นอยู่คือคิดว่าคงทำไม่ได้ดีไปกว่านี้แล้ว แต่งานด้านอื่น เช่น พิธีกรอีเว้นท์ซึ่งเป็นสิ่งที่ใหม่ทุกวัน ยังทำต่อไปปกติ แต่ขอหยุดการเป็นพิธีกรหน้าจอซึ่งทำมาครบ 10 ปีพอดีก่อน
 
ONTO ANOTHER STORY, I JUST READ AN INTERVIEW WITH JOSEPH GORDON-LEVITT. WHEN HE WAS ASKED ABOUT WHY HE PAUSED HIS ACTING CAREER TO GO TO COLUMBIA UNIVERSITY, HE SAID IT WAS ONE OF THE SMARTEST THINGS HE'S EVEN DONE IN LIFE. HE SAID ANYONE AT THAT AGE NEEDS TO MOVE AWAY FROM HOME AND REINVENT HIMSELF.
 
 
HOW'S THESE STORIES MAKE YOU FEEL?
 
photo from Jak&Jil
 
 

edit @ 28 Jan 2012 23:48:44 by ขเจน

succumbed to my desire

posted on 23 Jan 2012 21:08 by pizzicatoj in Fashion
I FINALLY SUCCUMBED TO A DESIRE TO  BUY SOMETHING FROM THOSE FASHION LUXURY HOUSES. AND I AM GLAD THAT THIS ITEM WHICH IS ONLY A SECOND LUXURY ITEM IN MY LIFE IS FROM BELGIAN-BASED BRAND MAISON MARTIN MARGIELA. (THE FIRST WAS ALSO FROM A BELGIAN BRAND NAMED DRIES VAN NOTEN, BY THE WAY.) I HAVE NOTHING BUT PURELY ADMIRATION TO THE BELGIAN DESIGNERS WHO ESTABLISHED THE BRANDS AND I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD ACTUALLY MAKE A PURCHASE, LET ALONE BEING ABLE TO AFFORD THEM.
 
MR.MARTIN MARGIELA WHO HAVE NEVER SHOWN HIS FIRST TO PUBLIC HAS LEFT HIS EPONYMOUS BRAND LONG TIME AGO. BUT THE ESSENCE OF HIS BRAND CONTINUES TO LIVE ON UNTIL TODAY. THAT IS WHY I FEEL THE SAME ABOUT PURCHASING AN ITEM FROM THIS BRAND EVEN IF HE'S NOT THERE ANYMORE. AS FOR DRIES VAN NOTEN, I ALWAYS THINK I WILL ONE DAY OWN ONE OF HIS CLOTHING DESIGNS EVEN IF I STILL THINK I CAN NEVER AFFORD IT OR NEVER HAVE GUTS TO BUY IT. COS EVERY TIME I WATCHED HIS MEN'S SHOW, THERE'RE TONS OF THINGS I LIKE. AND I LIKE THEM FOR ONE SINGLE REASON: THE CREATIVITY SHOWN BRIGHTLY OUT OF EACH PIECE.
 
ALTHOUGH THE SIMPLER REASON WHY I BOUGHT THESE ITEMS WOULD BE JUST 'I LIKE IT.' THAT'S ALL.
 
PICTURE FROM ONE OF MARGIELA'S RUNWAYS..