excited, excited

posted on 30 Jun 2012 22:56 by pizzicatoj in pointOFview
I JUST MADE [ONE OF] A BIGGEST PURCHASE[S] OF MY LIFE TODAY. AND STRANGELY ENOUGH, I DIDN'T FEEL THAT MUCH EXCITED ABOUT IT. I CALLED MY MOM AND A FEW CLOSED FRIENDS TO INFORM THEM ABOUT IT AND THE LAST PERSON WHOM I CALLED WAS MY FRIEND LEK WHO SAID TO ME 'YOU DIDN'T SOUND EXCITED AT ALL. WHY IS THAT?'. MY ANSWER WAS 'I JUST DON'T KNOW'.  I MEAN I AM EXCITED ABOUT MAKING A PURCHASE BUT I DIDN'T EXPRESS THAT FEELING OUT THAT MUCH I GUESS. THAT'S ALWAYS A PROBLEM FOR ME. A PROBLEM OF NOT EXPRESSING THE TRUE FEELING INSIDE OUT. ALTHOUGH, I DIDN'T FEEL WORRIED THAT MUCH ABOUT MYSELF BEING LIKE THAT. THAT'S HOW I AM AND I SEE NO POINT TO CHANGE IT.
 
BACK TO WHAT I TALKED ABOUT EARLIER, I THINK NO MATTER HOW BIG OR SMALL OF THE THINGS WE BUY, IT'S IN THE END JUST A SIMPLE/REGULAR THING WE DO. LIKE FOR FASHION ENTHUSIASTS, OKAY FOR ME PERSONALLY, I WAS BEYOND EXCITED WHEN I MADE A PURCHASE AT DRIES VAN NOTEN FLAGSHIP STORE WHEN I WENT TO ANTWERP, BELGIUM, TWO MONTHS AGO. I AM STILL EXCITED EVERY TIME I WEAR THEM. BUT THINKING ABOUT THAT, IT'S JUST PRETTY SIMPLE THING WE DO - BUYING SHOES. EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT IT'S SO SO EXPENSIVE THAT I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD ACTUALLY BUY IT. FOR THE BIG PURCHASE I MADE TODAY, I THINK THE FACT THAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT BUYING IT FOR MONTHS WOULD EXPLAIN HOW AND WHY I WAS NOT SO EXCITED. BEING EXCITED ABOUT IT WOULD BE COOL. BUT IT'S TOTALLY OKAY IF I DIDN'T. WHY SHOULD I BE WORRIED ABOUT THAT? THERE'S NOTHING TO BE WORRIED ABOUT..AT ALL. Cool
 
 

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